I’ve never witnessed bleeding eyes, but I did today,
This ominous red is betraying those promises that I made with myself ,
I never thought I would fall this hard, I see abrasions, bruises and grief administering my timid soul,
Each string of my heart is broken and bruised mother, I can’t behold beauty in these countless deaths slumbering on this peaceful deathbed,
Thou, I’m assuaged, at least I can howl here, amongst them,
No one will judge my hidden fears, buried hesitations, and sickening smiles,
Do you know, you’ve given birth to an acute mess,
I hate you, I fucking hate you, May be it has its own beauty but it made me die every night I dreamt peace.
Are you listening? Answer me?
I’m dying, save me, I beg you mother,
Hold my hand wrest me from this horrific terror,